Christian Student

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Haven blogged for a long time....had some interesting things that came up the past 2 months, but was either too busy managing my cyworld or was rushing my report or playing lineage, which I plan to stop playing from now on...

As mentioned in my previous post, I joined CCC, which I'm glad I did. It's helps me stay connected with God and my fellow brothers and sister in Campus.
Am attending the morning group devotion (though they call it prayer meeting, it seems more like a group Quite Time to me^^)
Went on Campus Evangelism once, but wasn't prepared yet....but have decided to join the Evangelism group~

Had my mid-term exam 2,3 weeks ago. It wasn't as hard as I had expected (except for one subject), and haven did any revision or study after the exam.
Like what my seniors says, studying a week before the exam is sufficient (with a few exceptions of course~)
However, though we don't have to study that much, I have lots of assignments to do every. 2 reports to write each week. And it takes me 4-5 hours to complete one.....
Because of this have been sleeping 5hours a day for the past whole week....

One thing that come into my mind quite often these few days is my role as a student and a Christian....
Well, as a student we attend lectures, 3-6 hours a day, we spend another few hours doing our assignments and projects, and during exam period we spend more that 10 hours a day studying.....to most of us students, that's just something logical and natural to do...and I think I'm being quite sucessful as a student (in Dong Yang Technical College that is^^)

But when I consider my role as a Christian, my heart is hurt....aren't we suppose to be seekers of God? Isn't God the most important person in our lives? Haven't we dedicated our lifes to God? Haven't we say that we'll live for God?
Yet the time I spend with God, the time I spend reading His word; the time I spend praying; the time I spent sharing Jesus with my friend, is less that half the time I spent studying....

Is not God the centre of my life?.....
How can such a life be called Christ centred?

I'm in a lost....
I just feel that I've failed being a Christian.....