Being Bold In Praying

I notice that of late I'm not being bold in praying.

Rather I've become very passive, waiting for things to happen on me.
One of the reason is probably because I don't know how to or what to pray for in my current situation.

Frankly if I consider pure personal reason alone I do not want to work in the public sector.
However I'm not sure what idea God has in mind.
So rather than actively seeking a job with the gov. or actively getting rid of the bond, I'm just passively waiting for the offer to come, or don't come.

I've decided not to get a job with a Korean firm just to get rid of the bond, and have signed an agreement to work for a German company.
My friend who has been working there tried to get a release, but failed.

This time I'll try to get the release letter once I start work next week.
And I'll pray earnestly that God will take this cup away from me, but not my will be done, but His.
If I miraculously get the release, then I can testify about it.
If I don't get it, I'll assume that's what God has in mind and wait for the gov offer to come, or not to come.

*sigh*